Melissa

    Gender: Female
    Location: Colorado Springs
    Relationship: Single
    Orientation: Straight
    Children: Maybe Someday
    Body Type: Athletic
    Height: 5'3"
    Religion: Christian - other
    Ethnicity: Other
    AIM: lilmel0117
    Yahoo: mellie0117
    About Me: I'm just a mountain girl in love with the big city. I'm here in Colorado after living in New York. I actually keep going back and forth between the two. I love both places for very different reasons, but mostly for the people who I've meet along the way. I graduated from AMDA last October and I have been continuing school at UCCS. Hopefully after I get this degree I can go back to NYC for good. Or at least for as long as I'd like to. I'm studying communications with an emphasis in media management. I love it so far and hope that it'll take me far and where I want to be. I must say though, I don't think I'd want to be either place if it weren't for all of my amazing friends and everyone I've met from all over. I wouldn't be having nearly as much fun if it weren't for the relationships I've developed among such a diverse crowd.
    Music: my goodness this list could go on forever but I'll just name a few... radiohead, cake, k-os, chemical brothers, dave brubeck, de la soul, dino, dropkick murphys, groove armada, ian pooley, rilo kiley, rise against, saves the day, the early novembers, duke ellington, anna nalick, ben folds, tegan and sara, weezer, fiona apple, sugarcult, basement jaxx, daft punk, talib kweli, glen miller, ella fitzgerald, edith piaf, global deejays, tons of soundtracks and cast recordings, jack johnson, johnathan rice, kruder and dorfmiester, dj tiesto, the strokes, counting crows, miles davis, nat kig cole, louie armstrong, damien rice, and the list goes on...
    Movies: here we go again... Le Fabuleux Destin de Amelie Poulin, Boondock Saints, House of Sand and Fog, Valentin, Happenstance, He Loves Me...He Loves Me Not, Unfaithful
    TV: freaks and geeks, queer as folk, the l word, sex and the city, cold case
    Books: Everything is Illuminated, Requiem for a Dream, 1984, A Density of Souls, Last Exit to Brooklyn
    Hobbies: singing, acting, dancing, hiking, camping, fishing, snowboarding, swimming, theatre, reading, poker, pool, movies, film, food, music, musicals, plays
    Heroes: my folks

    why go to a therapist?

    Wednesday, May 10, 2006, 07:07 PM [General]

    Do you think it's strange that people pay money, sometimes ridiculous amounts of money, to speak to a person who knows absolutly nothing about them? It's sad to think that for these people, they feel as if they don't have a single person in their life who they can express themselves to. They have no one to leaks their secrets to. No one to confide in. No one to listen...except this person who is being paid to do so.

    On a larger scale, you begin to think...if America is this wonderful, beautiful country that everyone has misconstrued it to be, why are so many of its citizens depressed and spending millions of dollars to strangers to try to put the pieces of the puzzle back together?

    Okay, that's way too broad. Obviously there are many reasons for society to be as fucked up as it has become. But what is it about people in our communities that makes individuals feel as though they can't turn to each other? Maybe it's not even that. Maybe it's that people grow and change as time goes on and they realized they've become different people. And out of fear that the person they've become will be rejected by the companions who knew them before the change, they feel as if they can't share these new attitudes or feelings with the same people. Whatever image of these individuals that has been crystalized into the minds of those who perceive them will be shattered if they were to somehow present conflict by vocalizing how their views have changed.

    Everyone changes though. And I think that no matter how much a person changes, they still possess the original being who affected those who he came into contact with throughout his entire life. If it suddenly poses conflict that someone actually has an opinion that doesn't agree with GREAT! That's why America was labeled as a wonderful country. Because people are able to express diverse views and opinions about anything. Because we don't have to walk on eggshells constantly.

    Ok, that turned into something way different than intended. I'm stopping now.

     

     

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